I’m always kinda depressed, my dad’s side has a history of chronic depression. I’m generally a happy person but as I’m getting older i can recognize a depression building in me.
warning this may be too much info for some guys but my gals can probably relate to the next paragraph
during ‘that time of the month’ the depression is ridiculous. firstly I’m not feeling good, i feel bloated and fat and uncomfortable in my skin, i have to be close to a toilet every 2 hours because I’m shitting like crazy, I’m always tired, and then i have to go to work.
lately i’m finding my self asking “what’s the point?” the whole job thing and career thing, i’m not happy now and life is just going to get harder after college and i don’t think I’m ever going to find a career that really fulfills me. I’m going to have a job that i’m going to resent because i don’t know what is going to make me happy and it’s too late to change my major because i already spent 3 years going towards one thing that i don’t want anymore.
i’m not gonna inflict harm or pain physically on my self or anything like that and I’m probably not going to be as depressed by the time my period is over but i don’t know why i exist and i have no drive or motivation to find a reason to exist because the world is a shit hole anyway. so yeah
Barry X Ball Sculptures
Masterpieces, Portrait Sculptures.
1..2.Sleeping Hermaphrodite 2008 - 2010 sculpture: Belgian Black Marble
base: Carrara Marble, stainless steel
3.Purity/ Envy, 2011 sculpture: Golden Honeycomb Calcite
4..5. Purity 2008 - 2010 sculpture: Belgian Black Marble, stainless steel
6.7..2000 - 2009 sculpture: paired, mirrored, flayed, javelin-impaled, cable-delineated-pendentive-funn…
2008 - 2011 sculpture: Mexican Onyx, stainless steel
9.10.2000 - 2007 sculpture: paired, mirrored, flayed, javelin-impaled, cable-delineated-pendentive-funn.
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Are you the SAT because I’d do you for 3 hours and 45 minutes with a 10 minute break halfway through for snacks, and then I can stare at you for like 10 minutes and think ‘wow, I hope I don’t ruin this.’
— Dude on OKC with the best pick up lines I have ever heard (via katamarang)
General Mills joins climate change fight and requires pledges from suppliers too
Two months after Oxfam launched a campaign urging food and beverage companies to take stronger action to curb climate change, General Mills has promised to reduce greenhouse gas emissions in its agricultural supply chain and to advocate for government climate policy.
General Mills on Monday detailed its new policyon its website, saying: “The imperative is clear: Business, together with governments, NGOs and individuals, needs to act to reduce the human impact on climate change.”
In a news release, Oxfam praised General Mills as “the first major food and beverage company to promise to implement long-term science-based targets to cut emissions from across all of its operations and supply chains that are responsive to the goal of keeping global temperature rise below 2C.”
“It’s a major leap,” said Heather Coleman, climate change manager for Oxfam America.
With worldwide revenues of $17.9m, Minnesota-based General Mills makes and sells food under such brands as Cheerios, Green Giant, Nature Valley, Pillsbury, Betty Crocker and Progressive.The next target for the activists is Kellogg’s, General Mills’ cereal-aisle rival, whose climate commitments so far have been more modest. Kellogg’s didn’t immediate respond to a request for comment.
What’s noteworthy about General Mills’ new policy is its sweeping nature, as well as the company’s willingness to get involved politically.
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Marrying young is not the end of my freedom. It means I want to travel and see the world, but with her by my side. It means I still like drinking in bars and dancing in clubs, but stumbling home with her at 2am and eating pizza in our underwear. It means I know that I want to kiss those lips every morning, and every night before bed. If you see marriage as the end of your ‘freedom’, you’re doing it wrong.
I don’t understand why sex is more shocking than violence.
— Lea Seydoux talking about American films (via aurorium)
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I, a big wrinkle, made all of these smaller wrinkles.
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